Notes
-I actually had all these small yellow sticky notes to remind me stuff since I’m not good in memorizing things. I often wrote some motivational quotes or lines on these notes to sort of move me slightly forward, although it doesn’t seems effective. Why am I talking about notes? I’ve no idea. It’s 3 in the morning and this is not the first day that I felt empty throughout the whole day. That’s the sign of the holiday. Sigh.
-I always had tons of plan and milestone before the holiday hits, and I always made empty promises. I knew that I’m going to regret very soon for what I’m doing right now. “It’s not right to do this right now, I shall be doing this and that..” I keep on telling myself the same thing but my body just don’t give a damn. I’m still slacking.
-Holiday hit. 2 weeks. Nothing. Literally nothing. Besides participating in junior life drawing classes which is the only productive thing that I did, nothing else.
-Anyway, I had a trip to Kuantan. Thanks to Jo and his parents for the accommodation and treat. Despite the monsoon season which caused a lots of rain, we still have fun :D. A vacation does not have to be at some luxurious place or need to spend a fortune just to go for it, the right company is always the priority.
-You drives me crazy.
-I’m still feeling awkward to face your family members since that day they found out. But I’ll get through it soon, very soon.
-One of the holiday benefit is that I’ll had a chance to organize all my songs and album covers in Itunes which is part of my OCD (Obsessive-compulsive disorder). Staring at those nicely and accordingly organized album covers just made me couldn’t stop smiling :D
